| awake - Friday, October 28, 2005 04:09 am
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sleep will not find me. I cannot sleep at all. I've tried everything. My head is
spinning. Why do you tell me what you do? What are you trying to accomplish
by lying about everything? Can you not face the truth? I am having a hard time
with it honestly. It's really gross you know? Disgusting even. Really unattractive.
You looked better to me when your head was shaved. I need to stop craving.
I need to stop looking for gold under the rocks in my backyard. I need to stop
wanting another cigarette. I need to stop dreaming. I need to stop thinking that
you're coming back soon. I need a release. The tension is sickening, and my
sanity has taken all the abuse I can handle. Today is friday. Today I will strive
for a better day. Today I will eventually go back to sleep.... maybe.
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