Guitarist and electronic programmer, pete has worked with a number of different groups such as Delimiter, Weapons of Mass Destruction, and Negative Charge. Lead programmer & sysadmin of cytoplastik.com, as well as a few others..   discography: Crystal Cloud (2001) Cytoplastik Pods Compilation (2002)
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Thorn came to hang out with me last night. It was the first time I had seen him in 2 years. I unfortunately did not get any pictures. I have a bunch of pictures from my daughter's birthday party that I haven't put up.
I can't let myself fall apart. It's been very hard for me. Christian was one of the people that still actually called me. I let him down. I know it. I know I fucked him over and now he his getting his revenge on me. I want to run away from everything, but nothing is there to run to. There is no where to go. Excapism never works out the way you want it to.
I really only made this entry so I wouldn't have to look at the ones under it. I'm tired. I want to be whole again. I want to stop the pain. I want it to go away. It gnaws at me day and night. Stupid motherfucker. Why? I know why. I don't know why I ask. It's cold in my house, and I feel like the coldness eminates from me. The frigid feeling starts in my stomach and grows out. I cannot let it consume me. I will not become you. I will not let death do to me what it did to you, because I have strength, because I have fucking determination and I am going to take the world and fuck it in the ass before I go dammit. Metaphorically of course :)
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